As Surgeons…

… we ignore our own needs, so that we can meet our patients’ needs. We ignore our friends and families, so that we can save other peoples’  friends and families. Which means, at the end of the day, all we really have is ourselves. And nothing in the world can make you feel more alone … More As Surgeons…

Sludge.

Green, thick, mucous like. That’s what it looks like draining out of a gallbladder in a lap chole. It’s also the things holding you down in your life, preventing you from moving forward. Sometimes like mud, other times like quick sand. And we grip on so tight because it’s the only control we know–it’s too terrifying to let … More Sludge.

On struggling. 

A good friend said to me… “If you have a dream you have to protect it. No matter what the dream is. I dream of happiness in my spirit, satisfaction in my career, and love in my family. How I get there doesn’t matter as long as I protect the end goal. The pathway will … More On struggling. 

This was a terrible wake up call. Surgery: Day 1.

Here we go again…

Another transition. I start my surgery rotation on Monday, and that marks the beginning of a 5 month period where I will be working almost every weekend (and in some of the toughest rotations I have all year). But here’s to learning. And adapting. And growing. And more sunrises like this to remind me how … More Here we go again…